there's one thing i want to say.and it concerns me alot alot.though i knw it's not significant to any of you all out there.but i just want to say.my feet hurts.alot.fuck those blisters.damn heels.sighs.there's this lady who was very nice.she gave me her bread to eat.or else i wldn't have survived through till 10.kinda got a scolding frm cathy.sighs.trying my best not to make any mistakes.and charlton is very nice.he's always smiling at me,and guides me along.i think cathy don't really like me,mayb becos i fumble things up.anna is nice.juzza is nice.
was serving a table with 3 guys,and they kept looking at me,felt so uncomfortable.ytd too.perhaps i shld stay away frm those tables that are occupied by those teens.sighs.having mood swings.mood swings.mood swings.mood swings.ya,i'm prone to mood swings la x).eee.having mosquito bites all over.
sighs.i'm trying ok.this fucking sucks.you think i want to feel like this?you girls always have guys ard you.i don't.i'm not as pretty and attractive.i can't forget,i'm useless ok.nvm,you all just don't understand.that's why i hate opening up to others.you all keep saying i'm not trying.but how many of you can feel it?if you think it's easy being me,it's not.if i'm being offensive,sorry.but this is how i really feel.and it's to everybody out there,who gives or doesn't give a fuck about me.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person.
An hour to appreciate them,
A day to love them,
But then an entire life to forget them.
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*soul mates
amanda*
andrea*
andrew*
angmoh*
audrey*
bernice//
chuhao//
darren//
emily//
huiqi//
irra//
jac*
jacinta*
jason*
jiayan*
joanne*
joshua*
karen//
kiran
lijian*
likhian*
mad//
mandy
nora*
nura*
rachie//
saurah//
siewting//
sherilyn//
shiying//
shuying
ting*
tingxuan*
val//
vosh
wanwin*
weiyee*
wenna*
wenzhao*
ying//
yiling//
yingxian//
yufeng//
yvon//
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