sighs.i'm feeling so guilty.mayb it was part of my fault.i shldn't have contact him at all.stupid me.asshole me.sighs.and i think she hates me?sighs,she can hate me.but she can't hate him.cos he didn't mean to hurt her.cos he was afraid to love her.don't hate him.hate me instead.
why have i landed myself in such a mess?why am i in this?i'm a bitch.hate me.hate me.argh!hate myself.i'm like so in need of someone to talk to.and i'm sorry if i caused any misunderstanding betwn the both of you.i shldn't have appeared.i shldn't.it was a mistake.all i can say is,he still loves u.
i've held back my tears for long enough.wldn't someone come and comfort me?the sadness seem to push their way out of me.and i might break down anytime.won't you all give me a hand,so that i can die peacefully.a death that doesn't hurt at all.
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amanda*
andrea*
andrew*
angmoh*
audrey*
bernice//
chuhao//
darren//
emily//
huiqi//
irra//
jac*
jacinta*
jason*
jiayan*
joanne*
joshua*
karen//
kiran
lijian*
likhian*
mad//
mandy
nora*
nura*
rachie//
saurah//
siewting//
sherilyn//
shiying//
shuying
ting*
tingxuan*
val//
vosh
wanwin*
weiyee*
wenna*
wenzhao*
ying//
yiling//
yingxian//
yufeng//
yvon//
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