last night was the most freaking day to sleep.so darn hot and humid.i was feeling so sticky and sweaty.shiying called me and asked me if i wana go escape the next day.told her i din't want to and would call me the next day.den rachel sms-ed me ard 3+ and asked me to chat with her cos she couldn't slp.i din't reply her,too tired.
dad and brothers came home in the morn,from east coast.had roti prata for breakfast.watched guessx3.den went to slp again.shiying called me,persuaded me to go escape.rejected her.hmm,went down to buy lunch with my brother.den i shouted,i think the whole hdb also can hear me.fustrated,so i shouted.was sad,so i shouted.hais.den a small boiboi also shouted.i scold him kaopeh,he echoed back kaopeh also.my bro said kaobu,he echoed back kaobu.the both of us stood there laughing our asses off.after buying lunch.bro taught me how to scare pple.i don't know why,i jsut stood there lmao!really hilarious.perhaps all those laughter was to cover my sadness.hahahaha.fuck care.
watched teeve.den did my POA hmwrk.no 1 guai kia!hahahax =Pp.mom fetched me to ahma's house.den everyone dere teased my abt my hair.esp royston biao jie fu!hahahax.those two cute lil~ones,miss them alot.lols.ate ver lil for dinner.ate alot of durians!almost puked when i finished eating them.bloated.getting quite sick of eating them.
love.the one everyone yearns.but it's the one i dread.weird?i don't think so.i've lost my confidence in it.i don't believe in it.it's a curse,a deadly poison.it hurts,it makes people miserable,it makes one lose themselves,their conscience,everything.perhaps if the one appears,it would make me believe in it again.i hate him,yes i do.i never wan to face him again.i'll avoid him at all costs.i'm holding back my tears,not gonna shed another tear for him.i was wrong from the start,i shouldn't have stepped into the trap.i shouldn't have accepted his love.i will get him away from me.i wished i could slip into a coma,and so when i wake up,my past will be gone.and i'll be happy again.or should i say elated?i guess my bdae wish will never come true.it never does.and it never will.i'm gonna pray.pray real hard.
jiemeis . brothers . bball team-mates .make me happy.i beg you all.just make me laugh.i don't care abt anything.just make me happy.cos i don't wana be sad anymore.i need you peeps.hais~would someone lend me their shoulder?
`g0d bless me+jiemeis+brothers+teamates-
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