omgomgomgomgomgomg.i think i saw him.i THINK.haish.in the 105 bus.at the last row.with his fren.sumhow dat guy looks like him.but can't confirm it myself.couldn't see his face.mayb it's my assumption.oh well,dat guy has nice hair.haish.
cried myself to sleep last night.din't go training todae.cos i was tired.and i kept wanting to cry.tears just keep touching the brim of my eyes.din't wanna affect the team's mood,so din't go.was awaken by my brother.said dat my friends were looking for me.so went to see ar.andrew and shaun were standing at my doorstep,wanting to tell me abt crime prevention -.-".*f them man.hahahax.wake me up just to tell me abt crime prevention.oh well,part of their CIP.slackers,nvr tell me anything abt crime prevention.go my kitchen and make their hair.bth seh,so hiao.hahahax.
changed my layout.nice marhs?abit kiddie arhs.spent almost an hour or so to get it done.i think it sucks.oh well.nisa called me ard 12+.ask me i din't go training issit becox i hate the 'b girls' attitude.den i was like,har?when did i say dat.no such thing.she asked me to go mac find they all.so got money frm mama den headed down.went to N&B cos i think macs was packed.bought a tuna puff and soya milk drink.sat down and talked to nisa,carena,shihui,izyan,julia and sherilyn.frm wad dey all said,i think todae's training din't go too well.lotsa disputs and conflicts.i duno why,but madeline actually said that i din't go to training cos i hated shihui and carena's attitude.I CAN SWEAR,i nvr said that AT ALL.i've got no specific reasons to hate them.I LOVE THEM LIKE HELL,how can i possibly hate them?heard dat zhili also cried.den the rest got quite fed up with them.haish.thought that the misunderstandings we had last time were all solved,guess now we're back to square one again.
i really hate it.why can't we just be like a family.why must you all be jealous of one another?thinking the other party has atiitude problem?or hate each other for other reasons.mayb all of us shld be tolerant.and give in to each other.basketball is a body contact game.so i guess all of us shld have been touched,slapped,banged at ur hands,legs and breasts etc.told coach everything.i think he'll find a solution to this prob.haish~bless coach.after dat,stayed at mac with carena,shihui and nisa.love them loads and laods and loads.they kinda talked to me.so feelings abit better now.carena say,since he heck care me,den i shld heck care him also.shihui says,life must go on,with or without him.den nisa say,she got stead or no stead,life is still the same.den i was like,ME TOO!!life's still the same with or without him.just that i feel that sumbody's missing in my life.that emptiness in my heart,hasn't been replaced.was with them till ard 3+,den came back home.
so now madeline and yvon are telling me abt todae's stuffs.2 vs 1(me).ok,don wanna elaborate on the details.just know that everything was a misunderstanding.dat madeline.yufeng and yvon weren't happy.guess everyone was having a bad dae.mayb all of us should come together and sort things out.i wonder if it'll work,cos the last time we did.we failed.feel like i'm stuck in the middle.oh well.
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