-mondae-
SAD.SAD!haish.sch was ok.i was concentrating on all the lessons =D.left the cls at 12.25.chg-ed den ate with zhili.shihui.carena and julia.went to take our social studies test.was quite ok lor.pray dat i will pass!mrs wong collected our papers.escorted us to the bus,couldn't interact with any sec3s.waited for the rest.had alot of fun and laughter while going clementi.everyone was so crazy.but that _|_ mrs chua damn buay song,cos we make alot of noise.
jurong=strong.me din't paly.but can see that they were putting up a tough fight.ver tough and rough.our players kept falling down.in the end.we lost.hiash.score was 35-49.we din't even reach our target of 40 pts.den coach warn shihui,me and carena not to bring up those nonsense again,or else he'll kick the 6 of us out of the team.i ji tao tio shock.sadded.cried in the bus.cry till i ver ji dong,manage to calm myself dwn.went to an wei nisa.carena and joei also cried.sat beside nisa cry and stopped.haish,damn sad.cos we lost the game and also cos of coach.
went back sch.went 3n1 find aylyn.she,yihong and me stayed in sch till 7+ talking.den yihong tell ghost story.scary =X.heng got both of them make me laugh.or else i would have really cried.went home,bathe and had dinner.sms-ed nisa while doing my work.cried while i sms.coach called,i hear his voice.jitao cry.tears=non-stop flowing.mom saw me crying den ask me who i talking to.i shoo-ed her away.den she ask again.i shouted at her,ask her go away.she asked again.i scream at her,told her it's jiao lian.after coach talk to me finish liao,i ji tao run to toilet and cry.mama talked to coach,i guess.
first tyme in my life.i cried till so cham.i will never forget the feeling.it's un-explainable.my heart ached.i cried the pain out,but not all of it.mama asked me go out,tell her wad happen.i screamed at her,ask her go away.she ask me come out again,i scream and ask her go away,leave me alone,i will be alright after awhile.den all was quiet.cried alone.stopped,but cried again.felt damn terrible.it's like u wanna cry ur WHOLE HEART out.but u can't.u can't cry those feelings away.it's just a feeling,which cnnt be explained,it must be felt.calmed myself down,replied nisa's sms.she called me.started crying again
she comforted me.den i kee siao.take pictures of myself.DAMN UGLY and funni.den i laugh.den i tell nisa wad i do.she also laugh.felt better.decided to call ayln.conferenced.sms-ed bernice to conference also.
after dey put down ler.papa come talk to me.din't wanna talk to him.he forced me to say ar.but i just heck.mama come talk to me,den i say arhs.i cry till so cham cos of him also.contained all my feelings inside,let them all out at once.haish.terrible dae,lyfe,world.sorry to make you guys worry.haish.
todae nehs.nth much happened.damn slpy during all lessons.couldn't concentrate after wad happened yesterdae.sch dissmissed.so time prac =/.sy went to find ziyu dey all.me and aylyn went oppo buy thing eat.sat at void deck,den went up my house.talked to her fren,leslie,cute guy.lols.aylyn siao eh.when she typing her words,she will talk one.weirdo.went oppo buy donuts for ber and nisa b4 heading back for sch.left sch with aylyn ard 6+.went to mac,saw kiran studying alone.pei him nors.saw xian guang also.he ar,still haben forget lihui.they went stead for 1 yr lehs!i duno lehs.nan mian hui shang xin de.broke 4 mths lers.haish.can understand how he feel.walked to interchg with kiran and aylyn.kiran DAMN DEVOTED lehs.where to find another guy like him in this world!!!nb,the xf don cherish him.it's her loss ar.if kiran like another ger,she will regret man!hahahax.but i doubt he will,cos he had already given his heart to the one and onli XF.
-wishing that i'll forget him.hoping that i'll be stronger.reminiscing about the past.singing to love songs.crying in my heart.faking a smile.forgetting the past.moving on with a new life.loving everyone.missing everyone-
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