i'm suffering from depression.
kinda feeling sleepy now.slept at ard 1+ last night.wad talking to the members of [ aJyC ].kiran keeps wanting to fight with jy o.O.woke up at ard 11 todae.watched teeve.ate lunch.listened to the radio while doing my eng hmwrk.was raining.nice weather.i'm getting addicted to Blue's Breathe Easy.it's so darn nice.and meaningful.i could cry to that song.
sat at my bro's table.faced the window.felt the wind blowing against my face.listening to sad songs.heart felt painful.tears falling down.enjoying the afternoon rain.why do i keep thinking of him.i wonder.i don really have feelings for him anymore.but i still feel the pain.i wonder why do i feel this way.i'm lost in my own world.i duno what i'm doing.i'm living without an aim,without a direction.i need sumone to hold,sumone who will be there for me.i need love.
coach's also losing faith in me.i've grown weaker after the break-up.no wonder he doesn't put me down to play.i've lost all my confidence,my spirit and enthusiasm to play bball.i want the team to win badly.mayb i'm not cut out for bball.mayb i shld have got out of the team after the zone games and let others play and show their skills.instead of letting me,a useless and lousy player to be in the team.i just wished,we could get into the next round.i can only pray for the team.pray for them to give in their best,not to give up and keeping the team's spirit up.playing against Jurong tml.pray for the best.
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