haish.bad dae i had.
woke up in the morn.feel abit dulan.for no particular reason.went online,saw wanwin.talked abit arhs.ard 11+,went to bathe.chg-ed in and out of clothes.had no idea wad to wear.chg-ed till i was satisfied with my Qoo jeans and the pink racer back,lent frm wanwin.asked my mom for money.she gimme 6 bucks.i damn dulan.i going town for god's sake.gimme 6 bucks.i go gong bia better.damn dulan arhs.den dowan to go liaox.went to my room.locked myself up.chg-ed out of my clothes.den mum come talk to me.damn pissed off.she ask me why i lidat,i give her attitude arhs.den cried lorhs.tried to close the door.din't realize that her foot was dere.haish,den i asked her to go away.(like mondae lidatx-haish).she left me alone.i broke down into tears.cry and cry.
went online.blasted music.listened to sad songs.cried again.felt damn terrible.sianz.den sms-ed pple.sms-ed alot alot of pple.some replied.sum din't.sum like din't wanna talk to me.haish.thankx to biao jiex,lyna,carolyn and mandai,den i felt much better.told biao jiex and lyna abt the quarrel.den they consoled me.i love the both of you man!haish.biao jie also damn gd,encourage me don think so much.i told her i wanna quit sch.she ask me don.den lyna also console me.i say i wanna go die.she ask me think,wad will happen to those ard me.and think abt those things dat i've always wanted to do,but haven't accomplish.haish~why u pple treat me so gd?i see lyna and biao jie's messages,i ji tao cry.talked to royston biao jie fu also.I LOVE HIM.BIAO JIE,you have sucha good taste,must treasure royston arhs.or else,i'll whack ur ass.
royston biao jie fu told me alot alot of things arhs.he console me.gimme advice.HE'S DAMN GOOD.good till i bwg.talking to him,is like talking to my saviour.always gimme hope and encouragement.ard 4+,went to meet joanne.walked to the roti prata shop,wait for aylyn and shuying.me and joanne talk arhs.lols.felt better though.beats staying at home arhs.we talked till like 5+,den finally shuying came.aylyn ho puay lay!late arhs.lols.we 4 ate 3 cheese prata,3 honey prata,1 chocolate prata and one egg prata + roti john.lols.den talk and laugh norhs.eat finish lers.den i diam diam.nth to sae.play hp game.hahahax.den rai reply my msg.gaffar also.2 piggified pple.soo late den wake up.idiots.hahahahahax.den gaff ask me why nvr invite him go eat prata.hahahahahax.gaff rocks.he's the cutest and BEST =)).aylyn went to meet sumbodie.joanne,shuying and me talked till 8.pei shuying to bus-stop.den joanne came my house.den my 2 bros,go talk to her larhs.lols.ate my dinner.joanne and my bros seemed to get along quite well.lols.went to stand at the window dere.had some time alone.looked at the sky.at the bus interchg.at the flats.at the roads.almost everything.haish.just sad bax.den got wedding goin on at blk 335 i think.let the couple be blessed with all the LOVE!watched da nu ren,xiao nu ren.den went online.talked to lester.finally he got friendster liaox.lols,gonna write testi for him.another xing fu de ren o.O.everybody xing fu norhs.even aylyn also ar.lols
hmm.joanne stayed at my house lorhs.nvr go bernice's house.den she tell stories for my bros to listen.lols.she wanted to scare my bro,but got scared instead.lols,swee siong lorhs,go and di siao her.hahahahax.ard 10.30 lidat den pei her go down wait for taxi.wan win talked to me in msn.tole me she saw leon.i saw the msg,ji tao tio chua.den felt dman sad lrohs.but quite relived also lorhs.dat i din't go.mayb it was fated dat my mum shld gimme 6 bucks and make me dulan.so i wun go orchard and see him.haish,now i wished that wan win nvr told me that they saw him.i was like deleting all the rock songs frm my playlist.chging them to sad ones,den cried while i listened.gaffar msg-ed me,den i told him wad happened.den i siao liao lorhs.i cried,den took pictures of myself.den laugh at my own picture.hahahax,like on mondae lidats.laugh and laugh,den cry alot.feeling damn xing ku + tong ku.nvr felt this way before.
bernice called me arhs.den talked to her.she ask me don sad,don cry.hahahax.hao jie meix.love you alot!hahahax.my life wun be complate without you.tml's the sports heats.good luck to everyone.hope,my life will chg for the better.oh ya,i deleted all the e-mails i sent him.you noe how big those e-mails add up to?13 kb!!!!13.yea 13 rocks.haish.but now,those msg-es are gone forever.and ever.those messages,were precious to me,but i'll just have to forget them.
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chuhao//
darren//
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huiqi//
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jason*
jiayan*
joanne*
joshua*
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siewting//
sherilyn//
shiying//
shuying
ting*
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