back to blogg again.my precious thingy.my confidante.my everything?something which i pour all my feelings into.
was kinda alone just now.mom went for dancing.papa out at work.swee siong was at cousin's house.youngest was having abacus lessons.played my comp.kinda sian-ed.did my hmwrk instead.finished my a*maths.haish.there's so much i wanna do.but i'm too lazy.like revising for my physics.gotta rush my eng tml.and study fer social studies.i'm struggling with my chemistry.don get a thing of wad mr.ong is saying.his lessons are 100% boring,makes u fall aslp,almost INSTANTLY!hahax.he sucks,alot!
brother came back.went to buy dinner.ate fried rice + 2 fried chicken wings.omg!!!!!!i'm falling in love with it!!fried chicken wings are just FANTABULOUS!=X.absoulutely delicious.lalalala.watched Miss Singapore Universe.the girls are ok bax.onli a few chio ones.but those few chio ones nvr win.onli the kns one win.hahahax.funni seh.each year,the girls dat are appearing on this pagent,are getting frm bad to worse.oh well,mayb i shldn't comment so much,cos wo ye hao bu dao na li qu.hahahahax.=P.wrote some testimonials for people.missing people.just missing them.esp sumone.yea,guess you all know who.still remembered wad aylyn asked me on wed:ni shi xi huan ta?hai shi xi guan ta?.i think,i'm both.but,i'm letting go.i'm TRYING to let go.ai yi ge ren,jiu fang ta zou,rang ta zhao dao ta zi ji de xing fu.suo yi,dang ni kan dao ta xing fu he kuai le de shi hou,ni ye hui wei ta gan dao kuai le.these things are like so easy to say,but it's so hard to do.i just wished for all of these problems to vanish from my life."wen shi jian qing wei he wu,zhi jiao ren sheng si xiang xu".mayb it's better not to love.maybe it's better for me.i won't want to go through all these pain,misery and heartahces again.i can't take it.i'm not strong enough.i'm a weakling,a helpless soul.please God.save me from this misery.give me guidance and hope.show me the way.i know you're here with me,guide me through this ordeal.i'm determined to forget.forget the past memories.forget the pain.forget the heartaches.i want to become a new person.i want to forget him.
i think,i might cut myself again.more this time.i'm crying.but who noes?sighx.
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