tuesdae~nth much happened particularly.training was G-R-E-A-T.yesh!first time in this year i've finally enjoyed training.coach wong arrived late,so coach tan took over him.he gave us alot of breaks.unlike coach wong.always drive us to dehydration.coach tan rocks!!!=)).
sch is getting so darn boring.had 2 free period todae.helped ww and rachel with the banner.cut the styrofoam and made quite a mess~san san was so good!!she helped us clean up =/.went to see the semi-finals for the talentime.WTF rocks!!!!L.A.M.E also!!!=Xx.onli voted for the both of them.ahahahx.the break-dancing was also cool.after dat~me and ying went to interchg and look for ber.she pierced her tongue o.O~anyways.we were talking~den ber suddenly sae 'hey,leon leh'.den i turned~had a glance at him.den turned back.my hand shivered.duno why~den my heart was beating darn fast.din't expect to see him at the interchg.held sy's arm,legs shivered instead -.-".den ber sae he walked away le~so i tot he would be taking another bus back or wad.but when me boarded the bus~i saw 2 st.gab pple behind me.den ber ask me don look back,so i knew it was him alright.i sat right at the back.he sat right at the front.alighted at ah ma's house~talked to my fren,ex-yzps de.haish,miss YZ pple damn loads.almost cried when walking down the stairs.but told myself not to.headed home after dinner.saw dat he sent a msg to me,it says"I damn ugly now rite.So u hav more reasons to forget me.".i replied "i've forgotten everything.i only treat you as a brother.and nth else".he replied"Shiok.Good".i din't go for him cos of his looks,i love him cos i love him.haish~one word -disappointed-.i din't reply.i din't know wad to reply,and din't wanna reply.din't wanna upset myself further.so watched 'feng shen bang' instead.
haish~i couldn't control my emotions.i broke down.i feel so confused.do i love him or not?haish.i duno.i think i love him.NO.i don.i don hav dat kind of feelings for him anymore.but why did my heart beat so fast when i saw him?haish.issit human's nature to react this way after a break-up?and seeing ur ex again?haish.*ponders
anyway~came across this meaningful message dat sumone posted on friendster.kinda true.hope you all will find the answers to your doubts after reading.=))
What Love Really Is..
Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life.
First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.
In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels.
Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.
Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.
The one you love most doesn't love you.
The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most.
He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are you in other peoples life?
No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.
But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore.
When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.
**When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you.
You must ask yourself if you still love him, if you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it.
If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him.
And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart? **
Love is not possessive.
If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin, But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.
Let him become a permanent memory in you life.
If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.
Love him for his good points, and the bad.
You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.
If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him.
You only know that no matter when and where,good mood or bad mood,
You will wish to have this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems
Without asking for promises or listing criterias.
In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test, If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.
Real love will never become hate.
When two people are in love,
They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.
Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?
Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover.
These swear and promises are useless;
Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!
We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry,
Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?
Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep.
Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually.
Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!?
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another;
The one saying, doesn't believe; the one listening, also doesn't believe.
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