Saturday, March 20, 2004

training sucked like hell todae.coach wasn't in a ver gd mood.the starting 5 played match with the guys.den coach damn dulanx.kept scolding nisa~and the others also.they also duno what he wan,den keep making mistakes.den he ver de angri.haish~made us run 5 rounds ard sch.wasn't tiring at all-i can swear.lols.only my leg muscles hurt alot~after the rounds.he talked to us.made me feel damn guilty.he put in a lot of effort and time on us.den we lidatx.haish~but i also cnnt do anything larhs.cos he onli concentrate on the main 5 players~so.lidat larhs.
went home after training.was walking ard the kitchen.talking to mama.told her *he and *her de shi qing.den she told me not worth it.suan lers.say "bu yao wei le yi ke shu,er fang qi zheng ge sen lin".den i was like lmao and crying at the same time.she says she knows dat it's hard to forget.but as time passes by~den everything will be ok lers.so i guess i REALLY xiang tong lers.den she told me~dat my 4th aunt noes the boy who commited suicide.i was shocked siahx.my aunt sae he's those shy shy type de.den studies damn gd de.wah~wasted lehs.haish.*sad case.why he sho stupid!!!go and commit suicide~not onli his parents heart pain,the gerfren also ar.i think she the most cham lers.ke lian lorhx.saddddd!!.so after the chat i had with my mother.realized she is a ver understanding person.noe how to console and comfort pple.and ADVISE me also.yes!i love her.hahahahx.actually hor~i told her alot of other things also.lols~but lazy to type in.=)))~just noe dat my mom rocks my world~she's the GREATEST MOM in the whole wide world!!!
after my bath and lunch~me and mom went to buy my uniform.i asked her how many r/s she had.she told me 1.1.1.1.1.1.1.1.1.one and onli one with my papa.they pator 5 yrs~for god's sake.i couldn't believe my ears when i heard dat.*s0t.anyways~we took 103,tot dat it could lead us to our destination,but it din't.so dropped off.wanted to walk to a nearby bus-stop and take 81.who noes~we had already reached.haish.bought my uniform~took bus back home.tried doing my hmwrk~but got kinda fed-up.
sms-ed nisa.she complained to me dat she got the most scolding.ya~i think so too.coach todae acting ver weird~o.O.logged online,talked to ying.den erm~i like still can't accept the fact larhs.so talk quite in a buay song tone.*sorrie ya.din't mean it~but u shld noe how i feel de larh.anyway~i'm over him.i don't know him.he's a stranger to me.he's outta my life!=))).wondering when will i fall in love again?hahahax.
i'm missing so many pple!!!i miss geokting!!!!haish.so darn bloody hell long nvr go out with her liaos.miss bernice.miss her laughter and crap.miss sufi bro and mandai siz.=))).miss val mei also.miss my uncle.miss my biao jiemeix.miss my 2 liL`cousinx.miss yzps 6g'o1.miss 2e3`o3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm abit crazie.wadever.=)))
`g0d blEsS my mother-
`g0d blEsS coach-
`g0d blEsS my auNt-
`g0d blEsS the boy's family-
`g0d blEsS the pple i misS-
*g0d blEsS+

lonely soul wandering along the streets at`10:54 PM

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sacarstic
ster`ed
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milkster horrendous
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bernice// chuhao// darren// emily// huiqi// irra//
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lijian* likhian*
mad// mandy
nora* nura*
rachie// saurah// siewting// sherilyn// shiying// shuying
ting* tingxuan*
val// vosh
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