Monday, March 01, 2004

sch sucked like a big pile of bloddy SHIT todae..haish!!!!maths was totally b-o-r-i-n-g..the rest was like ok nors..POA rox!!yesh..i like..nono love it!ok i'm siao~haish..i duno why..i just can't bring myself to be happy..to be wild..and crazy..and laugh like a siao gina..oh well i did laugh like a siao zar bor todae..during physics mar..den mr tang going through the test paper..den he ask derrick to do the question..den he say he colour-blind..den i laugh til damn loud seh =XxXx..well den mr tang ask me do the next step of the ques -.-"..well~i cut myself again..during english..den shiying also cut~gila seh..got stead still cut..haben brk still go and cut..siao kia..u're totally ABNORMAL!ur dear dear see liao sure heart pain de arhs..haish~don be stupid larhs..i cut nvm lorhs..i ugly already..ugly abit more wun die one..u so chio~den still go cut..mai kee siao la..den during chinese..cai lao shi gave us listen to sum 'chang cheng' thingyz..den tio complain frm the other class cos too loud lers..hahax..she left the class @ 1.30 for sum M.O.E meeting..song rite?but she gave us hmwrk..*sian
after sch dismiss..me and sy were wondering where to go~went to the toilet..saw bernice..den decided to go oppo eat~went back to class to get my maths book before going oppo~den sy went to look for jas..den go ziyu's hse and wait for her qihao to come..shiying ar..qihao so gd to you..must cherish him ar..@ least he will ask u to study and do ur hmwrk..and ask u to pay attention instead of sms-ing during lesson..where to find this kind of stead?yao zhen xi yarr..
den me ate tom yam~kept ver diam..andrea,bernice and joanne dey all kept talking..den i just listen arr..abt 3+4+ lidat den come back..haish~saw val`meii at the 105 bus-stop..den we saw each other wrists~haiyox..mei ar..don cut urself le..pain ar..don spoil ur nice nice de hand..me tell u don cut~me myself also cut..haish..
d-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d..i am <------..i still look at the passing buses~to try to get a glismpe of him..but everytime i look~he's nort dere..why?hiash..i'm missing him so badly..i wanna hug him..i really wanna feel him in my arms again..but that's so impossible~i need love..i need sumone..to hug me..to love me..someone who cares..and truly not a heartbrker..or jerk~someone faithful..and concerned abt me..will dat someone ever exist?i doubt so..will he ever come back to me?i doubt so..haish..
g0d bleSs!

lonely soul wandering along the streets at`4:15 PM

*sombre soul
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zh//bball//tanned
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punk/emo/contemporary
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sanguine
prone to mood swings
sacarstic
ster`ed
nonsensical
un-understandable
milkster horrendous
laughter
*burps
fugly
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*soul mates
amanda* andrea* andrew* angmoh* audrey*
bernice// chuhao// darren// emily// huiqi// irra//
jac* jacinta* jason* jiayan* joanne* joshua*
karen// kiran
lijian* likhian*
mad// mandy
nora* nura*
rachie// saurah// siewting// sherilyn// shiying// shuying
ting* tingxuan*
val// vosh
wanwin* weiyee* wenna* wenzhao*
ying// yiling// yingxian// yufeng// yvon//
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