ok lor.todae i ver sianded lorhs.woke up at ard 11+.yesterdae night talked to rachel on the phone again~till 1+ den i buay dong den go slp de.so did my hmwrk nors.haish.den eat lunch before continuing with my hmwrk.realized dat i needed my maths 10 yr series nors.den i din't bring hm summore.fuck sia.nvm.sian of doing hmwrk.so went online nors.talked to wanwin~and sum of her frenx in IRC.*sadded.papa and bro went out,fishing~and to buy swee siong's bike.haish~win le lors.den swee siong duno zao to where.i alone at home nors.was listening to perfect 10 while doing hmwrk~den it was playing here without you by 3 doors down.haish.i duno why~felt damn emotional and cried nors.i really miss him alot man.haish~really nors.i whole night thinking abt him.i duno why.
went offline~finished up my maths~and did some of the physics hmwrk.watched teeve after dat,felt abit better.bathe and went over to ah ma's house for dinner.aunt bought one funfair ticket frm me.haish~i damn pathetic nors,sell onli 2.wadever.so now i'm online~nobody talking to me.feeling upset.sms-ing shiying.guess she's alright le bax~mayb almost over qihao already.i duno lor.haish~just read joshua's blog.think he quite sad bax~duno.he talked abt love.things have been happenin lately..i duno how..now it seems like the whole world noes hu my heart belongs to once again..god has made us like tt..when we try to keep it in ourselves..its so crazily killing us..when we tell it to others..the secret gets leaked out..no matter how we alwaes lose..never has a game been created 4 us to win..everytime u turn ur head..u see ppl get caught up in this very stupid game called love..most of them are winning..having lots of fun...until they land in 'jail'..then they become sad n dejected..but in the end..its how u walk out of the game..whether u choose to remain in tt desperate situation 4eva..or u walk awae frm it a whole new person..someone hu has learned alot frm all the mistakes he or she makes..
The game of love isnt tt easy to plae..in the beginning it might be smooth-flowing..until u reach the middle of the game..u will find two very irritating obstacles every person has to face..fate..and destiny..two of them are designed to ruin u..destroy all ur hopes or finishing the game..some make it..and are rewarded wif a sense of satisfaction..and their lives take a dramatic turn 4 the beta..others..get sucked into the hole..and remain in the dark 4eva..
I for one thing will never understand this miserable game..i hate it..right to the core
i hate it to the core to.but who can stop us frm landing in the webs of love?seems like verybody is having relationship problems.pple ard me~including myself too.haish.so shiying msg-ed me~she sae wanna msg qihao.den i tell her don lorhs.she reply "i wan ask if he love mi marhx..leon sae da guy wun patch unless he still love da gerl..i wan ask gort chance nort.."i see ler.den 'leng' diao.i told her sae if she wan go for it den go lorhs.reply"keke.ur fcukin guy duno why make mi not tink bout him..lolx..i love mi korxkorx..all of them".i bwg kaex.i reply her say,gd lor.u and him so close.haish.lidat nors.i really don understand why he treat me lidat nors.he and shiying break liao can be frenx.i and him break liao.he don even wanna talk to me.wtf nors.if he thinks i wan him back,den i bwg la.i wan la.but not until so despo de nors.duno lorhs.i damn bo mood now nors.i see her msg,i ji tao wan cry liao.fuck lorhs.nvm.pple chio marhs.bobian~of cos leon will like her MORE lorhs.i ugly like fuck marhs.wadever lorhs.haish~i regret man.i TOTALLY REGRET.regret knowing sucha jerk like him.haish.no he's not a jerk.ok~i'm going crazy.i think~i might commit suicide one dae.to relieve myself frm this misery.tried all sorts of ways to not make myself think of him.BUT i still think nors.wth~why must god treat me this wae?i die le,also nobody care de.i die le,the world will have peace.i die ler,can relieve myself rfm all this hurt and pain.i die lers,mama and papa will haf one lesser child to take care of.i die ler,coach can choose another better player for the team.i die le,everybody will be happy.BYE WORLD!
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