morn did nothing.made breakfast for my bro and myself.kinda nice~hahahx.invented my own type of bread~*blehx.anyway~watched teeve while waiting for time to pass by.was meeting ying at 12.after dat~bathe and everything den she tell me her CO haben end~so watch teeve again.she went up my hse after CO.ask me go town.din't wanna go at first~but wanted to pierce my ears,so just went larhs.took 105.den she tell me alot of things larhs.so i noe now leon like who le lorhs.haish.i feel like i've been struck or sumthing.regret knowing.i reallie regret.shld haf just shud my ears when sy told me.so i was dumb.just last night promised nisa dat i will forget him before the mid-year exams.or else i wun fall in love again.lame la.but i promised her lers~i'll hold my word to dat.*motivation*
so dropped at fareast~went long john's eat nors.walked ard awhile den went to heeren.pierced my ears.so it din't really come out right~argh!.suan lers.mayb ask nisa help me expand the left hole.headed to cine to look for jacinta.after dat went to taka,met yvon,yu feng and er,the sec 1 guy.ahaha~all went take watch the Converse 3-on-3.ok,the matches weren't as interesting as i thought.waited for madeline to come.went to heeren again~took pics.they look weird.nvm.jas and ying left.the rest of us went to Orchard Emarald de Mos Burger dere.my mind was occupied with the who he like thing.haish.WTH?nvm
yvon and yufeng wanted to go bishan play bball.so went with them.better den going home.felt like playing but no mood + i was wearing jeans and a racer back.so watched them played instead.yufeng shot 5-6 3 points.all went in seh.hahax~ard 8+ den we went back.went ma's house to eat.den walked home alone.so bathe~and here i am.writing this crap.hiash.WHY THE HELL MUST I NOE THE TRUTH?why the hell must i go ask her to tell me?why the hell,why the fuck.why?haish.duno.mayb god wants me to come to my senses.mayb this is all fate.mayb he was playing with me all along.he'd never love me bax.he'd like that SOMEONE all along.i've been cheated of my feelings.i hate him.and i,haish nth.can't say out.i can only pray for the best outcome of them both.i need sumone's shoulder to cry on.
spent $19 buck todae.
-long john-$7.50
-piercing-$7.80
-pics-$1.50
-sy's bus fare-$0.20
-cheese burger-$2.00
haish.money money.eerything also nid money.going broke already.gonna claim $8 frm my mama for the piercing thing.or mayb $10?den nxt week not gonna haf recess.haish.waiting for zhss's funfair to come.i'm gonna go wild.haish.
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