Monday, March 22, 2004

first dae at sch!everythings,erm ok?morning assembly was darn long.sian.so the darn principle will be letting us off earlier nxt mondae instead.guess gotta thank those student coucillers for helping us~or else i think.we wouldn't hav sucha short dae nxt mondae.ww showed me the pics she and calvin took.omg he's so kawaii and ang moh.wahahahx.ww xing fu lorhs,gort shuai ge~bu yao wo lers.hahahax =Xx.
gort back my e-maths paper-24/36~which is 66.67.chinese paper-63/100~o.O.quite satisfied ba.physics test was ok.just din't know the question where they asked abt the Newton's law.i wrote crap.abt sum apple thingy ya.=X
den ying kept talking abt gim moh and qihao.ask her don think already lorhs.buay hiao tia.hahahx.day-dreaming through the lessons~guess i would pray to god to send her a gim moh to capture her heart or else she ain't motivated to study.*prays* hahahahax.
after sch~alex,fy,ying and me went oppo buy stuffs~spent $6.80 on 7-11 stuffs.bought teenage magazine.a kit-kat chunky bar.2 packets NERDs.and a pack of roulette sweets.darn~3/4 of my pocket money gone in just one dae.guess i'm just gonna starve during recess this wk.nvm~i can 'jian fei'.played a few rounds of mahjong~sian 1/2.den they played my comp.i read my magx.alex left first~to fetch his sis.fy and ying left ard 5.30~
just read through the e-mails he sent me and the conversation we had on november 28-friday.haish~all the my feelings are coming back again.reading thru these past memories~i really wished he was mine again~he said he will never leave me,and have learnt to treasure wad he have.he cried countless of times~after going thru so much.we just break-up and even learnt dat he still likes her.feel like i've been cheated.but who cares?nobody.though he may be fucked up at times~i still forgave him.tolerate his unreasonable attitude and remarks.give in to his wilful and demanding ways.would even pia to jurong every sundae just to meet him for a few hours.guess he just don appreciate it.i shldn't haf done so much.shldn't have givn in so much.mayb he too feels dat he has given in to me alot.but..suan le,wad isn't mine~will never be mine.i doubt he even consider me as his fren.so wad's the point of reminicsing?i've already deleted most of the things that shld remind me of him.the sms-es.the pictures.put the ring away.wonder if i shld throw or give away the things he made and bought for me.guess i'll keep them for the moment.it all contains the perfect and sweet memories.which will never exist again.just pray dat a better guy will come along~will always remember wad royston biao jie fu told me "gal remember tis world is nt who cant live w/o who 1, if tis guy dunnoe hw to appriecate u tats jus too bad, move on, e world will still turn, tmr will still cum, life has to go on... be strong".ai si royston lers!!!!=)))hope dat he and biao jie will last forever.i hear wedding bells~lols.
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lonely soul wandering along the streets at`6:58 PM

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sacarstic
ster`ed
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un-understandable
milkster horrendous
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*burps
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*soul mates
amanda* andrea* andrew* angmoh* audrey*
bernice// chuhao// darren// emily// huiqi// irra//
jac* jacinta* jason* jiayan* joanne* joshua*
karen// kiran
lijian* likhian*
mad// mandy
nora* nura*
rachie// saurah// siewting// sherilyn// shiying// shuying
ting* tingxuan*
val// vosh
wanwin* weiyee* wenna* wenzhao*
ying// yiling// yingxian// yufeng// yvon//
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