lyfe is so meaningless without him..regrets..regrets..regrets..all i haf are regrets..if given another chance to love him..i wld cherish this relationship and love him with all my heart & soul..i'd always loved him..but mayb becox of our distance..the conflicts..quarrels..misunderstandings..unhappiness..jealousy..family problems..studies..hav pulled us apart..haiss..mayb we weren't fated..mayb god had planned someone better to come into his lyfe..i hope she will be better den me..give him all the love and care..so when i see him happy..i'll be happy too *hope so*..but most importantly..i hope he'll pass sec 3 and go on nxt yr..he~also haf regrets..stayin back..kena suan and scolded by parents..mayb becox of all this..he wanted a break-up..sometimes..i just can't help feeling sad or just think of him..bi jing,we together for 7mths plus..gave in so much..sacrifice so much..haiss..yi qie dou mei ler..just read thru the msg-es he sent me..felt guilty..and sad..and his affection for me last time..realized dat i cnnt forget him..i feel too much for him..i jux wanna tell him how much i love him..but~i don dare..cos he doesn't care animore..we are onli xiong mei now..nth else..we don even talk animore..i doubt there'll be another chance for us to be~
*ni shi fou zhi dao..wo hai ai ze ni..tian tian xiang ni..wei ni ku..wei ni er fan nao..bu guan zhen yang..wo xin li hai shi you ni..*wo hiu xue zhe fang qi ni..zhi yin wei wo tai ai ni~Je t'aime
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