haiss..ran 10 roudns ard sch todae..tiring..anyway..everyone was so exausted and gort no mood to train..with the up-coming tests and stuffs..everybody under stress and pressure lehs..haiss..after training..went mac with nisa,julia and zhili..coach also dere nors..eat till me damn full seh..going to grow fat lers..haven't been controlling myself to eat lesser..hope i wun gain weight ar..don wanna grow fat..
went home..slacked..watched teeve like the whole afternoon..watch till i song liao den go bathe ar..come out~play gb..den go do my maths..ate dinner..go adjust my specs..come back..yi bian kan teeve..yi bian do hmwrk..smart lehs =\..
quite sian of hmwrk..den come online ar..haix..also nth to do..tml goin mad's house do project..lame project..CME project..tml gort tuition summore..wanna peng liao..
haiss..me just now cry again ar..why forgetting sumone is so difficult de..when me with frens..i don really tink much of him..but when me all alone..all the past just comes back to me..den..jiu hui ku nors..i feel like just dumping away all those feelings..and memories..but me can't..i so shi bai..gif pple advice..duno how to apply it on myself..stupid leh..but wad to do~i'm lidat..anyway~he dump me also gd..i no looks..no figure..not smart..attitude..not understanding..haiss..pple suai mar..must find chio bu den pei~shldn't haf accepted him in da first place..but i gort no regrets loving him ar..happiest and saddest part of my life..if onli~he was as gd as alex..as gd as sherwyn..or mayb just abit more understanding..a lil more forgiving and tolerant..and mayb if i could just understand him more..den things wun be this way bax..haiss..i'm now mian bi si guo-ing..so mind me for my crap..
DOU GUO QU LE~HAI XIANG SHE ME~SI ZHU~STUPID IDIOT~FARK UR ASS BITCH..STOP THINKING BOUT HIM..
yea..i will..i will..i will TRY..hais..must say sorry to shiying..cos i always su ku to her..den she also beri cham..tell me not to think..but i still think..cos i cnnt don think =\..this yr valentine..going to be alone again..haiss..let history repeats itself..another lonely yr~
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