haish..todae tuition sucked~i din't haf the mood to listen to wad david say..i'm really sick and tired of maths..i'm getting sian of tuition..frm nxt week onwards..dere wun be anymore tuition lessons!i'm goin to study on my own!!hope i'll get gd results though~gonna be strict with myself..haish and my diet is getting no-where..i'm eating and eating..growing fatter and fatter..argh!!!i hate it~being fat sucks..ALOT..hiash~anyways..went to hougang mall in the afternoon with my mama~intended to buy new uniform de..buden the shop was gone..yesh -gone-..wonder where is the damn shop~went to the library..returned and borrowed books..bought some stationary and my LIME magazine before heading home..felt quite sad~saw couples..hate the sight of them.remembered dat fridae when me and bernice walked out of CCAB..got an intimate couple in front of us..mao shou mao jiao one..i see liao wanna smack their face man..do such things in public..want to touch go sumwhere else where nobody will see larhs..wad's their fucking problem..cnnt touch will die ha..
haish~i really cnnt stand my life anymore..i wan him OUT of my head..but i just can't~wo ban bu dao..rachel just now sms me~tell me not to cut my wrist again..told her i'd nvr regret cutting my wrist..i duno why~mayb i love him too much..so much dat when i cry..my heart really aches..it really hurts..and it hurts alot alot..just like having a knife stabbed through my heart~u pple tell me he ain't worth it..me myself i noe too..but i just can't help thinking abt him~i can't contrl myself~my thoughts..my emotions..i'm sorry pple~i've let myself and you pple down..mayb i'll just have to love him in silence all my life..till the day dat i die..will he ever come back?NO..haish..wad am i still holding for?a miracle..dat would not EVER exist!
"Moving On"
When I think about my life
I wonder if I will survive
To live to see 25 or will I just fall?
Like all my friends, they just keep dying.
People round me, always crying.
In this place that I like to call my home.
Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place
Not everybody knows that everybody could be living their last days
But the hard times will come, and we'll keep moving on.
We're moving on.
Keep moving on
Life.
Hope.
Truth.
Trust.
Faith.
Pride.
Love.
Lust.
On without the things we've lost but things we've gained we'll take with us.
And all I've got are these two hands to make myself a better man
I wonder if I'll ever see the end of this
With all this rain it just keeps falling
On my head so now I'm calling
Out to someone else to help me make it through
Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place
Not everybody knows that everybody could be living their last days
But the hard times will come, and we'll keep moving on.
We're moving on.
Keep moving on
Life.
Hope.
Truth.
Trust.
Faith.
Pride.
Love.
Lust.
Pain.
Hate.
Lies.
Guilt.
Laugh.
Cry.
Live.
Die.
Some friends become enemies some friends become your family
Make the best with what you're givin
This ain't dying this is livin
Said were movin on and we've got nothin to prove
To anyone
Cause we'll get through
Were movin on and on and on and on and on and on and on....
Keep movin on
Life.
Hope.
Truth.
Trust.
Faith.
Pride.
Love.
Lust.
Pain.
Hate.
Lies.
Guilt.
Laugh.
Cry.
Live.
Die.
Some friends become enemies some friends become your family
Make the best with what you're givin
This ain't dying! this is livin!
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amanda*
andrea*
andrew*
angmoh*
audrey*
bernice//
chuhao//
darren//
emily//
huiqi//
irra//
jac*
jacinta*
jason*
jiayan*
joanne*
joshua*
karen//
kiran
lijian*
likhian*
mad//
mandy
nora*
nura*
rachie//
saurah//
siewting//
sherilyn//
shiying//
shuying
ting*
tingxuan*
val//
vosh
wanwin*
weiyee*
wenna*
wenzhao*
ying//
yiling//
yingxian//
yufeng//
yvon//
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