lalala..gort another layoutx..heex..got nth better to do..mei ma?=X
yesterdae had training..sch gort orientation..we bball duno why don hab..anyways..training was damn tiring..after the usual stuffs..ran 5 rounds ard the sch..30 free throws..den ran the court again..wanted to go eat ice mountain de..bard nisa sad..cos she and bf gort prob..she ver ji dong..den cried ar..me and bernice den pei her go macs eat..coach and carena also went dere..me and carena at the macs counter ordering our food..den the person like damn pek cek..cos we make her confused..lols..ate macs den laughed and joke..nisa also felt better lers..it's just too bad dat her guy doesn't cherish such a gerl like her..anyway Y is better den R..=bernice went home..coach fetched the 3 of us to queensway buy new shoe for carena..hahaha..her shoe has a hole and she doesn't wanna chg..damn weird..but coach insisted den we went with her lorhs..we talked and laughed in coach's van..reached le den we 3 went in first..den coach go park his van..there were quite alot of shoe shops ard..den finally bought a nike de for $97..the other shops were selling for bout $100+ so considered quite cheap le..coach also bought a black nike top..he's so damn rich..i hate him..=guess dat's all for yesterdaee..
todae..managed to finish all my homework nors..except for the geog questions..bu hui marhs..den sy sms-ed me..ask me help her photocopy the journal list tittles..told her bout me and leon de prob..she gimme advice nors..lols..told her le me cnnt tell leon if me unhappy bout him in wadsoever ways..den she still tell me must tell him..ni bu dong ying wen har?hahahaha..nvm..tml going sch den she lemme see the sms chat she had with leon..
he also sms-ed me..told me he still love me..but it's fading lers..i saw dat msg..i damn sad..he also told me he need sometime alone..he ver tired all those..haiss..mabbe we no hope le..can't go back to those days when we were so close..he say he dowan to break..he's just telling me all these to make me understnad how's he feeling..he even told me "sometimes..i juz tink..do i love u..i could not tell..i juz sat alone thinking"..one word - devastated..i felt like there isn't any hope left for the both of us..mabbe my actions has let him realize dat he choose the wrong person..my unreasonable words..childish acts..throwing tantrums..haiss..i also don wanna react that way de..i just wan some attention..concern..care..frm him..
i jux hope for a miracle..dat he will be ok..me will try to chg..sumpa..wo bu yao zai shi qu ta..i dowan..i'm already having regrets..i wonder if he's still loving me..or is he just forcing himself to keep this relationship..i hav no idea..
feelin: sad..hopeless..devastated..suicidal..
listening to: gui ji-zhou jie lun
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