haiss..i still love him..i still do..i cannot control my emotions..my feelings..i just read his blog..reminds me of all the things we did in the past..though he damn long nvr update le..when i read it..i feel damn sad..see all the posts he made..i feel dat..i've not treated him well enough..i'm having regrets now..i hate myselff..for not cherishing him..for not giving in to him more..i shld haf tried to understand him more..cared for him more..haiss..'ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian..na zai zhong dian zhi qian..wo yi ding zai ai yi bian'..(if breaking up is the start of misery..before it ends..i will love again) zhou jie lun de lyrics for gui ji..potrays how i'm feeling right now..can someone take this pain away from me..make me forget him..or help me get him back..haiss..love is such a complicated thing..filled with misery and pain..but why would so many pple wan to taste the feeling and jump into it?love starts with a smile..grows with a kiss and ends with a tear..i guess not just a tear..but loads and loads of them =\..
if i was given another chance..i wld love him with all my heart..and i hope he will do the same..wo hui jing liang de qu liao jie ta..guan xin ta..do wadever it is to make him happy..i'm going crazy..crapping alot..mind my words..i'm just outta my mind..going crazy over him..somebody save me...
i'm crying..crying silently..in my heart..my heart is being shattered into thousands of pieces..nobody can mend it..not even the best doctors can help..onli he can heal my fragile heart..i'm really crazy..to all of u out dere..don fall in love..u will onli end up getting hurt..the feeling..is unexplainable..but when u lose dat somebody..u'll regret..like me..haiss
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